Cracked, withered toy. You lost your charm long ago.
And that's how we've grown to like you now. Broken and rusty. Better. Satisfying, it is. Atleast.
I don't care about the rest of the world. I hate you.
You might be everyone's oldest favourite but you're disgusting. And you know it.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
The World At Your Feet
Typed by Nur R. at 12:55 AM 5 comments
Monday, November 23, 2009
I am happy because of you.
I am empty because of you.
I am one because of you.
I am awake because of you.
I am alive because of you.
I am dissolving because of you.
Typed by Nur R. at 9:13 PM 10 comments
Monday, November 9, 2009
So when you're head is empty and there's nothing left to think about, remember me.
Because I deserve at least that much time with you.
Typed by Nur R. at 11:59 AM 1 comments
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Riot of Fun
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Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Second chilly morning of new born winter. Sweaters, my friends, are like wearable sex.
Typed by Nur R. at 8:14 PM 4 comments
Saturday, October 24, 2009
And all I see is where else I could be
When I'm at home,
And in your arms to be,
Is the only possibility to not be alone.
Inspired by:
Your Heart Is An Empty Room
DCFC
Typed by Nur R. at 2:44 PM 4 comments
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Analyzing You
So how are you now anyway?
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I see a gap. And no, you may not make another excuse to try to explain it. Go ahead, call it a 'lull period'. Call it a fucking misunderstanding.
Do whatever the fuck you want to do with your precious self and your valuable time. You've hurt me enough. And I've had enough of your wounded little drama.
And why should I pretend? Oh, maybe one day things will be the way they were. Laughter and nothing but.
Yeah, right.
Let's see you try and make a little effort. Not going to happen, am I right?
Because you only choose to miss those who hurt you and those who help will always be there.
And you don't take in much of it, do you? So read this and call me whatever the fuck you want to.
But now, in your heart you're always going to know, you're the one that brought us down. You're the one that gave up.
So go on, blame me. Put the weight on my shoulders and run away. Run. Because it's what you do best. Escapist inside a rock-solid box.
So let me now ask:
Who Are You?
Because you definitely are not the friend I once knew.
Typed by Nur R. at 7:45 PM 8 comments
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
The teabag plunges into the bubbling water.
The best red mug we own. Water boiled for exactly 4 and a 1/2 minutes. Strained just in case. Milk from the little carton. 1 and a 1/4 teaspoons of sugar.
The bag makes a splash and drops of water burn my fingers. The tea infuses itself, sends down swirls of the deepest brown into every part of the mug. Slowly it all becomes one - black. Like my blackened heart, or your faith. Back to the tea, I add a little white and it is now the exact same colour of your skin, and mine. Because your skin is mine, and your eyes also. Mix the sugar, let it dissolve, and fuse with the love. A liquid tea kiss, for you. Just the way you like it.
Plus a smile because you've been extra well-behaved lately.
"It's too watery. I don't want it."
Typed by Nur R. at 10:02 PM 1 comments
Saturday, September 26, 2009
The Storyteller and I
He is a writer. A gifted, talented storyteller. He lives through his pages, his paragraphs, his words. His rhymes and his songs. Taken right out of the mouths of the people around him, those who love him, are his most beautiful dialogues. But his life is his work only, each book he completes, a new chapter in his life. New characters, new backdrops means new people, new places. He uses them; in return for the love they give him, he gives them a place in his pages. A chance to be a part of him, for a while. An opportunity to feel complete,but only to be stowed away amongst the many other pages filled with his hurried handwriting. Yet they crave to be captured in his poem, to be trapped under a spell of beauty and bittersweet reality.
I, too, am a writer. A work-in-progress. A slow learner, a secret-keeper. A secret that's locked beneath the layers of my body, and soul. A haunting secret that now fades away. That I still burn for the storyteller, with anger. And affection. And I'm hollow but that's okay. Something better is around the corner and I see it. My stories are not abrupt, like his, or painful. But like sequels in an adventure, moving forward but turning back to grab someone's hand. And running, from him. The same characters but a better, newer story. Calm and somewhat stagnant and beautiful and perfect.
Typed by Nur R. at 5:33 PM 1 comments