No Turning Back

I liked being careful and cautious with you. Just thinking a little about what to do. Slowly, I see myself losing grip though. Like breaking into a smile.
I want you to never be angry at me. Never think I'm silly. Never to give you the opportunity to complain. Make you the reason for it all. Let you know everything and learn everything about you. Be in your heart like you beat in mine. Let you taste every little kiss the way it's meant to taste.

I want to give you everything out of nothing at all.

Confetti

Oh, it's not a good idea to get lost under stars with a cigarette in hand. It's not a good idea to not know what you want and get lost in every thing that's around you.
A little dizzy, I was. With my hazy judgment. Who's to blame? Why? When? Questions remain simpler unanswered and are forgotten soon enough. Out of answers resurface questions, and questions create problems.
Things fall into place gradually though and it's good. Just painful, but good. With help it's do-able. Usually.
Back to the confetti that was in my hair at the time. It was sparkly.

With Paper Clips, Safety Pins and Staples

I'm going to attach my heart to you.

You are gray. 

Between black and white. 

You are yellow. 

Sometimes fun but mostly a little too much to handle.

You are brown. 

You disgusting bastard.

You are green. 

Refreshing.

You are purple. 

Good memories.

You are blue. 

The colour we wore together.

You are white. 

Too beautiful and perfect, it's annoying.

You are red. 

So I've learned to envy you.

You are orange. 

Like fire.

You are pink. 

Raw skin.

And me? I'm still looking for a colour.

You, Your Sex Is On Fire

Oh, it seemed like a connection at the time. A real one. One that wouldn't wither away with passing time.

Hot as a fever, rattling bones,
I could just taste it, taste it,
If it's not forever, if it's just tonight,
Oh, it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest

Fuck feelings. I need to grow up.

I'm trying to learn how to survive on this chess board floor.